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 I never knew how difficult it would be to be a great best friend and a best boyfriend. It's just too hard to be both at the same time, even if u try hard as much as you can. Most of the time it's just me being a bitch. Infact it's just me being the bitch all the time. But even though I always were like this. She never reacted for being the same. She always adjusted to and calmed herself and tried to calm myself down at the same time too. But I always had this temper problem that I never cared of much. It was always her who had to pay for whatever I felt.  If I ever got a chance to correct my mistake, it would be to make myself change to a better person than I am. I am too delicate and complicated to be in a relationship. I just feel most of the time like I'm not a bf material. I always make it hard for us to live by. And always brings unnecessary problems even though there is othing to make problem for.  Ik most of things that I do don't deserve forgiveness. And I ...
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'Turning like every other assholes!'
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 The last 51 days has been a disaster of my life, which started on with a mistake that i committed 7months ago or mayb even before that. Things have changed alot ever since then from bad to worse day by day. There's not even a day that passes by without us fighting with each other regarding the same matter. Ik that fights are common things that makes a relationship stronger, but these fights that we have arent quite going well rather than it might be leading to something thats worse than what i expect. I hope that things dont end up the way i think it will at the end of one day. Itd be very hard for me if that happens, idk what would i do if we end up breaking up. Theres alotta things that i feel about my life rn that i cant explain anyone or anywhere. Everything is just keep getting worse between us which i never thought would be happening because of what great we have or mayb had between us. Even though out love for each other is unconditional, our relationship isnt stable  ...
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I've been wanting to write this blog for so long now but never managed to write it till now. Cant say nothing much is happening now like i usually do, because quite much the opposite is what is happening rn.   Its the 70th day of this fucking lockdown. Ik that I've never been cursing around in my talks, texts or blogs ever until u know me till 10th, but yah I've started again to do so because of this wrecking situation of ours, by ours i mean me and her(bunny).   It was so nice to happily live for more than 3months with her by my side. But as those days started ending due to lockdown, It has never been the same for us. I dont want to go in detail for what is happening with us, but i am here to tell u what i feel about myself ever since then.   Its very unusual that i lose my temper, infact no one that ik for 4 and a half years do even believe it or actually haven't seen it either. But since the lockdown started getting extended after many extensions, I've notice...
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This blog is once again about you, my chubby baby🙈❤. Ik that you like reading my blogs about you, that is why i am writing again knowing that you won't check if i had written a new one very recently.   I've never thought i would fall in love❤ with someone who loves me for my flaws and immaturity🤪. I'm saying this because ik that I'm immature at times. It's not that i can't act matured, but when i am with you, it kinda makes me feel like a kid. The way you call me baby🙈, the way you kiss me on my cheeks by pulling me closer towards you🥰, the way you pamper me with the cute mommy-voice you make☺️. God😫! I love you so much My Princess😌😚.. I don't know what would i be doing, if i weren't to meet you. I would be sitting and watching netflix the whole day or maybe doing nothing rather than sitting and staring at the wall. But now, when i sit idle, all I do is think of your cute smile, think of everything fun that i had with you and thinking of what a...
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To my lil princess 🙈♥️,  You are the wisest among my friends 🤩.. And also the wayasathi(Old Lady) of our group 😂😜🙈. The one who takes care of me so much that i feel like I'm a kid😂🤣 Do u know how it feel to get cared and pampered by someone like you.. Oh jwoddd..!! I'm so blessed and grateful to have you in ny life.. So blessed that thanking you wouldn't be enough.. You take so well care of me even at times where i can't handle my mood swings.. You always knew how to handle me 🙈😄😊 even when I'm at my bad mood.. I always think 'where were you all these years😅' you are such a good blessing i could ever wish for.. My sweet little chubby girl🙈🙈😘.. You don't know how much i love you and care for you.. I could go with this my entire life.. You are worth living for😄🙈.. I never thought I'd meet such a good and perfect person in my life.. You really are the finest person i ever met.. I'll always take care of you my honey bunch 😚🙈♥️.. ...
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8. 12/10/19

My journal would be filled with only her blog posts mostlly😂❤️🙈... God! I can see her everywhere. 😅🖤 She's precious as a pearl.. Cuter than a Baby panda.. 🐼😂💕.. So beautiful like the landscapes in this land 🖤💝Ughhh..!! She's so perfect in every angle😍☺️👌🏻  I could write about her whole day😂❤️.. God! She's so perfect & complete..😄 Never have i ever thought of getting a bestfriend like her.. 😂😍 She's the most prettiest & cutest one i would ever see.. Like a mermaid to the oceans🌊❤️.. I get so pissed at small things at times, but she never got really angry to me about that.. She always took care of me for how i am and for what i am! 😌 Look how sweet she is! 🤗🤩  You'll think of her as an attitude girl when u see her the first time.. But trust me, she isn't like that.. She's lot more than what you think when she's close to someone.. She's so caring and protecting.. You can see that trust on her She'll always be there f...
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